With bellies miserably full of Thai beef and noodles, he washed the dishes and I dried. “Thinking Out Loud” by Ed Sheeran was playing in the background.
When your legs don’t work like they used to before
And I can’t sweep you off of your feet
Will your mouth still remember the taste of my love
Will your eyes still smile from your cheeks
“We’ll start our low carb diet tomorrow. This time for real,” I said with conviction to my husband, Sean. He nodded in agreement. He’s heard it before. But he knows my weaknesses after 25 years together, noodles being at the top of the list. I overeat and then complain.
Instead of judging me, he grabbed a bottle of wine and some dark chocolate (this man really knows me) and sat down at the table to continue our quiet, stay-at-home Valentine’s Day celebration.
“So, who wants to go first?” he asked.
Earlier in the day, I told him I wanted to have the first date from John and Julie Gottman’s new book, “Eight Dates: Essential Conversations for a Lifetime of Love.” Each date is focused on a topic crucial to a healthy relationship.
“I do!” I said, not giving him a chance to respond.
Date One is “Lean on Me: Trust and Commitment.” Conversation topics include: What does trust and commitment look like in our relationship? How can we make each other feel safe? What are our agreements about trust and commitment?
After reading that chapter earlier in the day, I followed the directions in the book and compiled a list of things I cherish about Sean. While there were many things on my list, there were ten that stood out. I envisioned sharing in David Letterman Top 10 List fashion.
Trust, Cherishing, and Commitment
When you cherish your partner, you feel that they’re irreplaceable. You simply cannot imagine your life without them, even when times are rough. You find ways to tell them that you appreciate them and do that often. This builds trust in the relationship.
Cherishing and commitment go together, but they’re different. Commitment is really a verb because it is the actions you take daily to let your partner know we are with them and that you make decisions with them in mind.
When you choose commitment, you resist the temptation to betray your partner. You create trust and safety by turning towards them to work out your differences. Gratitude is nurtured by knowing what you have rather than focusing on what you don’t have. There is no gossiping or trashing of your partner to others.
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Commitment in Action
Sean and I have had our share of difficult times, that’s for sure. When our son was a colicky infant, we leaned on each other for support despite being sleep-deprived and cranky with one another. When my mother and beloved dog both died in the same year, I had a hard time shaking off my depression. We argued more than ever and found ourselves in couples counseling. Despite these and other challenges, we never gave up on one another.
The thing that sealed the deal for me was when I had a major health crisis 12 years ago. My mysterious illness had my doctors stumped and I was terrified. Our lives were turned upside down for months on end with scary symptoms and no treatment. My life and my outlook were forever changed. It wasn’t until I got a diagnosis and learned to manage my chronic symptoms that I could reflect on how it changed us as a couple.
I had been too absorbed in my own fear to recognize how scared my husband was, too. His life was also forever changed. But instead of complaining, he expressed cherishing and commitment by supporting me through my illness in ways that I took for granted at the time.
He rubbed my back when I was scared. He drove me to the emergency room in the middle of the night on countless occasions. When I had to change my diet, he joined me. He developed a patience with me that had not been there before. He was less quick to argue over small stuff and he started leaving love notes for me.
While he never came out and said it, almost losing me made him realize how much I meant to him. I felt loved and cared for. We now joke that my near-death experience is the secret to our healthy marriage.
Thinking Out Loud
As I compiled my Top 10 List for our date, I realized I was describing our everyday life. I wrote down things like playing and laughing together and that we get each other’s sense of humor.
I wrote down raising a child and dogs together, a connection that is precious to us but was often fraught with stress, cleaning up bodily functions, and money we could have spent in far more fun ways.
I wrote down being comfortable to be myself with Sean and having my faults and bad habits accepted. And that includes eating noodles, knowing full well I will complain about it afterward.
The song was still playing as I started reading my list to him.
So honey now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart
I’m thinking out loud
Maybe we found love right where we are
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